Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I know that I've been neglecting my blog for months now. Thanks to Elin who tagged me, if not, I would never update this sad old website. Here goes!Rules - The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.
I am:
tired. Really, I am. I wake up feeling tired, I rest feeling tired. I feel so demotivated with my work (believe me, if you just tetiba nak rasa borderline insanity, you can try doing my portfolio). I ticked yes for all the symptoms for depression. What am I frigging doing to myself??!
I really want to go to:
the flea markets of the worrrrld. I love pasar malam, so why not go global, right? London and Paris rangka ayams and cheap sikats, just you wait.
My favourite place is:
my room. I can't stop thinking about my bed and my contoured pillow. Mmmm..
My favourite thing:
my car. The fact that I'm so happy to pay the monthly installments. The fact that it looks so random cuz I'm so kedekut to pay to get it washed and upgrade the rims, headlights and get it tinted, bla, bla, bla. I love love love my car.
My favourite drinks:
Dunkin' Donut's Iced Caramel Swirl (something like that la). It's worth my 10 bucks. But like everything else, don't have it too often. It'll spoil the magic.
My favourite food is:
the Colonel's Original Recipe Chicken. Which I have to have twice a week. (Mak thinks that the OR is the cause of that [long gone] "mass" in my uterus. I sincerely hope she doesn't have scientific proof!)
And
Krathong's Pineapple Chicken Rice and Tom Yam Chicken (it's at Maju Junction). Despite the fact that harga dia dah naik RM2 since last month, I still love it. But I was told by Kak EJ not to eat it anymore, cuz she thought that I was unknowingly pregnant at that time (pineapple's not good for the womb if you're pregnant). Before you ask, I am not with child. And how do I know that? I'm having my menses. Ask me again next month, ya.
My favourite colour:
Blue. It's calming. I even painted my old room sky blue just to be reminded of the blue beach sky.
I attended:
UiTM School of Law.
My hobbies are:
Relaxing and empty chatting. Kalau Min ada kat sebelah dan bukan di Slim River, lagi best.
My wish is:
to sleep peacefully without waking up in the middle of the night hyperventilating, panic thinking about work and waking up with a migraine thinking about work. Sheesh!
And:
not have my fashion adviser ask me to wear a protective device against lalat when I become Penyanyi No. 1 Malaya. Who did this to her?!?!? Not that I'm a fan, but this is just plain mean.
On the other hand, is her hair smelly? Is she keeping a kuih on her forehead? Doesn't she have a place in her big house to keep the tudung saji? What?
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 01, 2009
My Wedding Pix by Green Apple,
as promised.
Yes, it's chronologically terbalik, but you know the drill for weddings, right?
This entry is a bit self-indulgent, but I feel somewhat shameless today, muahaaa..
I absolutely adore the pictures.
Enjoy!
as promised.
Yes, it's chronologically terbalik, but you know the drill for weddings, right?
This entry is a bit self-indulgent, but I feel somewhat shameless today, muahaaa..
I absolutely adore the pictures.
Enjoy!
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
Well, since the news is out, why not tell.
Yes, I've tendered my resignation at this Firm. Two weeks ago. It took me a few days to approach the Boss with that letter, because every time I wanted to, I tak sampai hati.
But, when I did, my Boss wouldn't accept it (SHOCKING!). A few suggestions were given and arrangements were made and he asked me to try it out first. So, after some discussions and some thinking, I told him that I'm willing to try the new arrangement.
So, I'm still here at STWD. I mean, where else can I find a Boss who's actually nice, lawyers who drive me crazy (with their, inter alia, jokes about my flat chest) but whom I absolutely adore, helpful colleagues and to-die-for increment?
So, sorry for the tease that I would deliver some shocking news in my post. Kesian korang, cuz it's still the same boring story of my monotonous life.
Next up, WEDDING PICTURES from Green Apple! I just got it on Tuesday (it doesn't matter that it's almost 2 months after my wedding, cuz the pictures and the treatment from Suriya and her team are great! She's so nice!)
Nanti I upload yek!
Friday, February 27, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Alo people! I got married!
MARRIED!! (Can you believe!?)
And don't worry, I will post the pictures as soon as I receive them from the Green Apple team, and my cousin Nidzam, ya.
Now I'm very busy with work, my hands are full and tied with work, work, work.
Min's staying in Slim River, but would drive back to his hot wife at Subang Jaya every 2-3 days (ha!).
Currently feeling so blessed, fulfilled and happy. Sigh.. this bliss..
MARRIED!! (Can you believe!?)
And don't worry, I will post the pictures as soon as I receive them from the Green Apple team, and my cousin Nidzam, ya.
Now I'm very busy with work, my hands are full and tied with work, work, work.
Min's staying in Slim River, but would drive back to his hot wife at Subang Jaya every 2-3 days (ha!).
Currently feeling so blessed, fulfilled and happy. Sigh.. this bliss..
Can't believe the level of dedication given by my family, relatives and friends for my wedding, who worked incessantly day and night, day and night, to ensure my wedding went on without a glitch. You know who you are (I simply can't put all your names here; there's too many of you!). But, ALHAMDULILLAH FOR YOU! Sujud syukur for you! May Allah give me the health and wealth to repay you however I can.
Now it's 8.48 p.m. at the office, and I've got to get back to work. Love ya!
Now it's 8.48 p.m. at the office, and I've got to get back to work. Love ya!
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Ye.. Sebenarnya, Nijoh ni tak sihat sebelum ni..
Ada "mass" the size of a golfball at my female parts (my poor babies, my eggs!).
(Actually, I prefer to call it a "mess").
And ada excruciating, horrible, numbing, screaming pain at my lower abdomen twice every mid-cycle since June. THE PAIN WAS HORRIBLE! HORRIBLE!!
Went to the 1st doctor, a GP, he said it might be endometriosis.
The 2nd doctor, an ob-gyn, said it's Pelvic Inflammatory Disease, a form of sexually transmitted disease. Oh please! I'm so suci, I can't even tell you!
Went to the 3rd doctor, also an ob-gyn, she said it's a gastro-intestinal problem.
Was referred to her colleague, a radiologist to do a scan, and he said, "Looks good to me".
Went to the 4th doctor, she just rambled around for 15 minutes without telling me what I'm suffering from.
Went back to the 3rd doctor (since the appointment was already fixed) and in November, she finally found the mass at my ovaries. She said sometimes it twists, and that's what causes the body-numbing pain (and my sky-high stress. And my sleepless nights. And my wet sejadah. And my bad, bad mood. And my self-pity).
Was told to see her again in December, to see the progress of the mass and whether it had membesar bagai juara.
So last Wednesday, I went with Mak to see Dr. Number 3 (I rarely go to the doctor berteman, you see, so I have to mention the teman's name cuz it's such a Kodak moment).
And she said the mass it gone.
I am extremely thankful, to say the least. Ya Allah, thank you! And I haven't had the pain in one and a half months.
Now, I'm ready to fully think about my hari kawen! Yey!
..which is in 2 weeks.. Oh my God...
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Why do I feel so sad today?
Is it because I can't even spend 10 minutes to eat without my clients calling?
Then losing my appetite then and there, because I just had to do the thing they want me to do immediately? (I'm soooo hungry, until I don't even feel like eating anything. There goes my stomach lining again.)
Or is it because my savings is literally diminishing for my wedding?
Or the guilty feeling afterwards that I shouldn't berkira about spending my money for my wedding, since my parents have spent so so so much more? (And it is a once in a lifetime event, so I shouldn't be stressing on this, right?)
Or is it because the nature of my work (especially this current, really stupid project), that I'd be in such a black mood the very first second I wake up?
Or is it because I'm worried if I continue doing this project, I might not be able to get pregnant?
Or is it because I'm scared to drop this project that I would be seen as incompetent, even though it would affect my health so seriously?
Or is it because my boss just doesn't acknowledge that fact?
Or is it this stupid health issue I'm facing?
Maybe that's it.
(Pray for this Nijoh. The doctor will decide tomorrow).
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Was Hattan's name inspired by "Khatan"? Can somebody ask him?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
