Wednesday, November 12, 2008
1) Remember when I told you that I removed my famous mole? It's haunted. It came back.2) Looks like I can't surf the net during office hours anymore. Apparently, all this while my Boss can detect whoever's online through his computer. He also knows the sites we surf. Dang. I hope this explains why I don't really blog anymore.
3) I'm starting to have cold feet. I wake up at 3 or 4 or 5 am every morning, just.. thinking. And worrying. About the ripples on my dress la, about the colour of the pelamin chair la, about stamps la. It happened when I was getting engaged too. I need more sleeeeeeeep! Or do more solats while I'm awake, tapi pemalas I ni. [Eversince I got separated from Dod, I don't really do solat sunat anymore. Dod, aku rasa ko kena se-opis dengan aku la..]
4) I'm sick and all 3 doctors I went to don't know what's wrong with me. Habih duit aku je.
5) I was supposed to move into my parents' old room yesterday kononnya sempena nak kawen ni la. [Mak and Ayah moved into the guest room downstairs, which is now the master bedroom.] After sleeping in the same bilik bujang for 20 years, I just can't move into another room la.. It just feels so weird. So I'm still sleeping in my old room, until I'm ready. But what if I'm not ready even after I get married? I guess Min and I just have to sleep on the single katil bujangs in the bilik bujang. We'll see what he says.
6) I know I could be too open to blog about topics which I'm not supposed to (like my underwear), but I'm not really open to blog about my wedding. Like so "eksi" [what my HR likes to say]. Oh well. Who wants to know anyway.
7) Been having Estrella's song in my head for 2 weeks now. Love it!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008