Sunday, June 12, 2005
some ppl say follow ur gut.
some say follow ur heart.
others say believe ur instincts.
some others say use ur brain.
haiyo! humans came up with so many solutions, but which one applies to which situation? for instance, lets say that ure stuck in a job that isnt satisfying, but u need it to pay for ur family's needs. which of the above faculties would u go for? i guess it depends on what type of person u are. if ure brave, ud follow ur gut. if u are the romantic kind, ud go with ur heart. if ure spiritual, ud follow ur instincts. if ure the realist kind, ud go with ur brain. but juz because ure a romantic, doesnt mean that following ur heart is the right thing to do.so what is right then?im always faced with this particular situation. i juz sleep it off when it comes up. i even blame it on my friggin hormones! but im tired of doing juz that. so im forcing myself to stare the old evil in the eye.should i juz stop what im familiar to and juz do what i want? when do i stop? can i actually do it? what if i get bored doing it? what if it isnt practical? what would those sibok ppl with mulut jahats say?im scared of risks. im unsure of change. i hate the unfamiliar. im terrified of hurting ppl. im too comfortable in my cocoon. i can understand how prince charles felt. hes utterly in love with camilla. he always has and [im sure] always will. but she juz isnt queen material. and he juz couldnt face the wrath of mummy dearest. so he married the person he thinks he should be marrying. i think he thinks too much.the result = broken home, unhappy marriage, sad children, embarrassing scandals. thats why i support him marrying the one woman he truly loves.. only that he shouldve done that waaaaay back.but humans also say that ure allowed to make mistakes in ure life, right? i juz hope what im about to make wont be too disastrous.
Sunday, June 12, 2005