Monday, May 23, 2005
sometimes i feel blessed by it
other times i wish it never happened
sometimes i feel happy
other times i wish i could end it
sometimes i try my best
other times i juz want everything to stop
sometimes i feel confident by it
other times i wish it could be something else
sometimes i feel its the best decision i ever made
other times i regret having even thought about it
but then again, like faith evans puts it in her song 'again':
if i had to do it all again,
i wouldnt take away the rain
cuz i know it made me who i am
if i had to do it all again
i learned so much from my mistake
thats how i know He's watching me
at the end of it all, i always have Allah to go home to. always.
i am so blessed =)
Monday, May 23, 2005