Monday, June 28, 2004
naem, mazia and i went to lunch today and we talked about my experience of having the guy that my friends liked having a crush on me. it has happened a few times, more than i can bear!
my first experience was with this guy named azizan. i was in form 2, with shiny braces. my (no longer a) friend emma liked this guy (whom everyone thinks is gorgeous) so she went and talk to him. so they talked for quite a bit and suddenly he asked to talk to
ME. hyo.. so reluctantly i went cuz i didnt want to be rude, and he asked for my number. everyone started hating me, and writing my name on the toilet walls and calling me a bitch cuz they liked the guy (apparently he was a "hot stuff". didnt know, didnt care). 2 weeks later he asked to be my steady, of course la i said no! mainly cuz i didnt want to (majorly) betray emma. and some more, he kutuk her! so that was my first experience.
this second story happened with emma too (poor her). but this guy (some professional skater for x-games, or so ive been told) havent met me or emma. emma juz told him that i was kinda pretty so he asked for my number. ntahpapentah! all i can say is, that was ur first impression to be somebody's boyfriend and u blew it big time!
there are some more, but, being
a hanizah halimi, im having the most difficult time remembering them..
the next experience (and the most traumatic) happened with muhaimin. im not gonna go into detail about this one cuz i dont wanna hurt anyone's feelings. malas ah bukak citer lama.
all i can say is i didnt steal, and have never stolen anybody's boyfriend, not in any one of these experiences. i know my name was majorly tainted when this one took place, mainly because some people dont know the truth and the whole story.
i juz have to say that he liked me WAAYYYY before the whole shenanigan started. but i opted to go steady with zarul and i rejected him. jahat la i..
apparently muhaimin didnt handle rejections very well (notice im using a plural word?). and im glad he fought on. and i adore him for it. i cant reject him forever, can i? *smiles*
Monday, June 28, 2004
