Sunday, December 18, 2005
suddenly "goodbye" seems like such a bad word
on tuesday we had our "last" aktiviti geng. i dont mean for it to sound so depressing, but it is the "last" aktiviti geng as students la. we will definitely meet again when we're rich and powerful lawyers, hopefully within two months la. ha ha.
anyway, my day was full of angelic faces. pagi-pagi we went for breakfast at mamak, then we went to bukit cahaya seri alam for some silly bike ride. so penat! nenek dah lama tak naik beskel ni..
and i touched snow for the first time when we went into the four seasons house. i was hoping my first time would be in london ke, paris ke, tapi takpe la, best jugak. it was soooo sejuk, cuz we had only t-shirts on! ye la, nak naik beskel. there was a sign that limits bukit cahaya's liability after 3 minutes inside the snow house. it was sejuk gile, i wouldnt be surprised if somebody kena hyperthermia dalam tu.
then we went for karaoke. we sang for 3 hours! sambil tu, we celebrated elin's birthday in advance. mula-mula tu i noticed elin was monyok cuz she mustve thought, "since it's the last aktiviti geng, mesti la bebudak ni celebrate birthday aku malam ni". but it didnt happen in the first hour.
then the waiter came in with a birthday cake. and we sang the birthday song and elin cut the cake. it was so much fun. haha! elin, ko kena tipu!
[bawah ni my fave picture of paghoh, with cheezels on her head. macam ulat. macam burung pun ada gak. at least we know paghoh would look smokin' as an ulat or a burung la. muahaha!]
after we were done karaoke-ing, each of us gave a short speech, with spice girls' "goodbye" as the background music [iza is an expert in setting the mood. party planner la katakan]. everyone started to cry, except for me and paghoh. i was telling paghoh "what is wrong with us?!?".
then when it was my turn to give the speech, of course la i couldnt hold my tears. its so sad that we can't see each other as often as before. and paghoh is so far away in terengganu.
[bakpe mung dudok jauh sangak, paghoh? aku dok ghindu mung. kalau mung ghindu aku, mung menaghi la tariang yang aku ajar dekak PD haritu, kalau tak pung, nyanyi lagu fazley atau gerak khas. gerenti mung tok ghindu kak aku sangak doh]
then we went to Kedai Kopi for a late dinner and then said goodbye with a silly group hug at midnight. apparently, i havent mastered the Hug yet cuz paghoh was complaining that my chin kept poking into her shoulder and it was kinda sakit. sori la. nanti aku praktis dengan jejaka-jejaka kat luar tu key?
if i were to describe it in one word, it would be "bittersweet" but it was more sweet than bitter. it would be bitter not seeing my friends on an almost daily basis and spending time doing crazy things together. but it's sweet cuz they are the nicest persons i have ever met. let's have some examples, shall we?
- they have a wacky sense of humour that just clicked with mine - carta blur, nyanyi lagu bodo-bodo kuat2 dalam keta and sometimes in class. sometimes siap buat video clip [ko la dod]. suka ajar aksi-aksi tangan [macam padayappa - "tech-tech-teusch!"] and tarian bodo masa kini.
- they are so damn supportive sampai, this one time, i was fooling around with the slippery lantai and i fell, and they all quickly sat on the lantai with me to make it less obvious. i call it my "angel network" [see, im becoming more like oprah]. muhaimin tahap respek when i told him this.
- they are honest when i ask them their opinions regarding some decisions that affected my life [i cant live without brutal honesty. but then again, who can?]
- they are supremely thoughtful, celebrating each of our birthdays. it's supposed to be a surprise each time, but after a while, memang tau la akan ada "surprise party". but we made our surprised faces anyway [hee!]. and there's always some other persons [usually the birthday girl's boyfriend] that will be pestered to make the whole thing work out.
- they are the perfect friends to go shopping with cuz they can walk for hours. in heels!
- and i can tell them everything, up to the ugly skeletons in my closet, without worrying that theyre gonna judge me.
- and theyre the perfect friends to study with.
- they also taught me more about religion. i feel better religiously than i did five years ago.
ala..how can i live without these angels?
as ive told am, im currently experiencing some separation anxiety. camana nak cure ni?
Sunday, December 18, 2005
