i juz read mazia's entry in her blog about girlfriends.
im so scared of being the kind of married woman who doesnt have - or doesnt have time for - her girlfriends. i mean, im quite independent (i think) in the sense that i can do things on my own [shopping, eating at a restaurant, running errands], but only to some extent. i dont think i can ever live without my girlfriends.
ada some of my aunties asked me "bila nak kawen?". subconsciously, the 1st thing that i blurt out is "ala, nanti if kawen tak leh kuar malam2 ngan kengkawan" [well, if im not answering "rabu", that is]. i know its a totally childish answer, but they always keep quiet after hearing me say that cuz, they turned out to be juz that = girlfriendless. i tak kenal any wife/mother yang ada close girlfriends. i mean, ada la yang ada girlfriends, tapi not the type of relationships like i have now.
my kakak pernah complain that her university friends [who turned into mothers] skarang asyik cakap pasal marriage, babies, breast-feeding, cracked nipples and all those tahapehape things. eeee! hope i dont have to go thru that! but if i have to, skejap je la..
aniz halimi 26 years blessed subang jaya malaysia ________________
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