Thursday, April 07, 2005
u know what, i always hated confrontations. i grew up believing that once the big can of worms is opened, relationships will never ever be the same again. i hate the thought of not being comfortable around the person confronted.
that is until a few weeks ago..
a few weeks ago, i had this teensy feeling of terasa dengan my good friend. but it wasnt a big deal la. i didnt mellow over it for too long, after a while i was totally over it. then suddenly something happened that made it blow in my face (thats what i thought la. ala, u know me, slalu over)
i had lots of issues to deal with at the exact same time, so i hit the lowest of the lowest point la. ill thoughts started to creep up.
that was when i confronted my good friend about it la. i explained about everything, she did too, and being the wonderful person that my good friend is, of course i was understood. understood and forgiven plak tuh! in turn i also understood how that yucky terasa felling crept up. everything turned out to be so silly!
man! if i knew that confrontations can feel this good, i wouldve opened all and every can of worms i ever encountered! no more simpan dalam-dalam. habis la korang! and i expect to be treated the same. ada this doctor who said that those feelings can turn to cancer. Nauzubillah.
so to that amazing person, i can never thank you enough for making me realize how understanding other humans can be. i was never a believer of human compassion but now i slowly am turning into a believer.
i believe that Allah sent me that realization and He sent it through you. so thank you.
Thursday, April 07, 2005