Friday, January 14, 2005

hanizah turned vain

[i know that some of my old old friends must be snickering wickedly right now (oi!)]

yeah, yeah, but who can help it? suddenly everyone's talking about lipgloss, jeans that make ur butt perk, sexy killer shoes, fairer skin, etc, etc..

im particularly worried about how i look especially NOW that im in LLB hons. maybe its the stigma that hons students bring that u have to look grown-up and dress smartly and have good manners and all that senseless crap that the westeners brought upon us very conforming malaysians.

until now i have absolutely NO IDEA why etiquette is binding upon us (!!!)

i also realize that i make myself wear ugly underthings juz so that i dont have a VPL

and i sometimes wear impossible shoes juz cuz i think that it goes with my pants

and i wear lipstick because i dont want people to comment that i look pale. cant they see that im pale because we dont get any sun anymore?? i reach school before the sun shines and sit in it all day and i go home when the moon is up.

im 22 but im in a stringy 12-year-old boy's body. my supposed womanly curves are still nowhere to be seen (the last time i checked none of it was on me). not that its really important to have a smoking body but maybe i juz want it juz so i can have a peace of mind.

that brings me to my next point -
Q: Why do women care so much about how they look?
A: Because men make them feel that way. women are born with inherent nature to attract guys. and guys should be spanked cuz they like prettier women. so the rest of us mere female mortals feel so physically inept and we make ourselves up juz to get these people's attention.

i have no idea why im part of this vain mortals. i thought im a non-conformist..

i need soul searching. but i cant even watch oprah anymore!!!


Friday, January 14, 2005



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