Saturday, December 18, 2004

wow, how long has it been since i last blogged? time goes by very fast these days..

i need to vent

(if ure looking for something sunny and optimistic, go surf somewhere else)


i dont like waking up at 6.45 every morning. saturdays are the worst!
i dont like the routine breakfast that kak yah prepares (oh wait! she doesnt prepare anything, silly me! the breakfast menu is roti, roti and roti).
i dont like the sick atmosphere in my classroom. 2 people passed out already, one was admitted to the hospital, many people are coughing and getting fever. my flu is recovering, thank God!
i dont like having to sleep in the wee hours of morn (cuz im the type of person who juz HAS to have not less than 7 hours of sleep)
i dont like the stress, the tension, the fatigue. its making me feel and look old.
i dont like the way my eyebrows knit together almost all the time. gives me a headache.
i dont like how im easily angered by petty things.
i dont like the way my spoken english is getting retarded more and more by the minute. i really miss having english-speaking chinese and indian friends around.
i dont like having to blow off the plans my family and friends have already made juz because i have work to do at school.
i dont like how my social life is becoming non-existent by the minute.
i dont like to feel scared driving home at night.
i dont like not being able to go shopping whenever i have (and want) to.


i dont like lots of things, obviously.


it juz dawned on me on how horrible i let my life get. i have no control over it! mr bart told me today that i should smile in the morning. and i cant believe how difficult doing juz that! sigh.. i need my life back..



Saturday, December 18, 2004



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