Thursday, July 29, 2004
(tajuk tu lagu ash. love em!)
i have this thing bugging my mind since i was small. may seem a bit twistyd, but hear me out -
everyone has their cycle of life right? first, ure born, then u go to school, then university, find a job, get married, have kids, grow old, retire and die.
see, the problem is, that cycle is molded for everyone. every single person on earth goes through the same darn thing.
what if i dont want to go through this cycle? what if i want to grow old first, then get a job and get married, have kids then go to university then die. get what i mean?
sometimes i juz feel so bored with my life. my life is like everyone else's - so damn ordinary. tell me, is it so bad to be a non-conformist?
the reason i go through the same cycle is, i guess, because that is whats expected of me. my mom would freak if i decided to quit university and have kids! why cant people make their own decisions and why must people have so many expectations of other people?
im rambling.. who would (and could!) understand whats going on in hanizah halimi's brain..? even i cant understand it! who knows, i might create a new school of jurisprudential thinking..hmm..
Thursday, July 29, 2004