Sunday, July 25, 2004
i dont even wanna talk about the saf bowling competition on saturday.
all i can say is, ive totally lost myself. Hanizah Halimi's life policy (of which its duration is for LIFE):
never EVER cry in public (but of course ada a wee bit of exceptions la). but i totally broke that policy. all because of bowling. i never knew i was CAPABLE of doing that.
whats wrong with me?
that public meltdown on saturday would totally change what
i think of
myself. what other people think about me is not on my priority list right now. eventhough not many people saw me bawl like a friggin baby, i have a different perception of Hanizah Halimi.
what can be worse than to have YOURSELF think so low of YOURSELF?
Sunday, July 25, 2004