Sunday, December 10, 2006
cleaning my closet, i juz realised how my wardrobe has changed and how different it is now compared to when i was 14 to 18.now i wear smarter clothes with cleaner lines - button-down shirts, sweaters, fitted jeans and slacks, paired with [the world's most comfortable Alain Delon] shoes or high-heeled sandals. when i was 16 i was into the hip-hop scene [..wait.. i think i hear gasps and snickers...a'ah la..] and i wore realllllllly baggy jeans, loose t-shirts, extremely ketat baby-tees and "hanging" tops, with chunky sneakers. my stomach or back would be revealed if i move in a certain way and i wouldnt mind a bit. [i had a mild but noticeable six-pack back then, harharharharharhar. but now im all boncet. where did i go wrong?] now those baggy pants are slowly decomposing into oblivion at the back of my closet. i better donate it to some other wannabe hip-hopper quickly.and then there's the tudung.and my piercings, from 5, are now left with the usual [and kinda boring] 2 holes. i previously resort to piercing [or as i used to call it = head mutilation] whenever i feel angry or upset or whenever cutting my hair was not an option or simply whenever mollie invited me to share, since the jewellery shops only do pairs ["okay, kau pierce satu, aku pierce satu. kau bayar tujuh ringgit, aku tujuh ringgit"]. yes, i was an angry kid. and as sick as it sounds, i liked the pain.but one thing remains - i still have songs playing in my head 24/7. and i found out in Reader's Digest that it's normal [see! see! i told u i'm not gilo!] and a percentage of people have it. i'm happy that i have it because it keeps me from being bored. and it helped me with my English vocabulary when i was in school too. [helo, takkan nak guna vocab lagu Melayu dalam karangan; lagu Melayu sume gile meleleh!]but on the flipside, sometimes rrrrrrrrrrrrreeeealllly uuuuuuuuuugly songs stay there for four days or so - songs like C.I.N.T.A.K.I.T.A. [i recently discovered that this song is often used for aerobics at public padangs. and dod told me that there's a sequel to this song, "macam tu jugak, eja-eja". what is happening to the world?!?!?!]. or my Nauzubillahiminzalik song, that rap/dangdut song "oh buruuuunnnng nyanyikanlahhh..." and [oh God, please!] the rapping part "ka-ka-ka-ka-ka-ka-ka-ka-karena ci-ci-ci-ci-ci-ci-ci-ci-ci-cinta". the worst part is, I HAFAL PLAK TU LAGU-LAGU NI! sifir 7 dengan 8 tahap susah plak nak hafal!agak letih jugak la jadi Hanizah ni.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
