what is happeninggggg?? as if it wasnt bad enough that prince william windsor is proposing to his chubby-cheeked girlfriend, my teen obsession, Z, juz HAD to get married!!!
when i was in SMSU, i was SOOOOOOOOO friggin obsessed with this senior of mine, Z. he's not the cutest in school, but i'm easy to be pleased, heh! he was so damn gorgeous to me, i can't keep myself from squealing and screaming whenever i see him. haha!
we werent friends, but boy, did i know how to get him to notice me! i wrote "aneez loves Z****" all over the place - in the girls' toilet, in the boys' toilet, on the school walls, floor, and ceiling, at 7-eleven, at some strategic tiang lampus and payphones, on the tables in my class and his class.. i really mean ALL OVER!as if that wasnt enough, i'd ajak someone to go 'jalan-jalan' in front of his house (usually emma who was more than happy to comply), make prank calls to his house and also to his friends' house whenever he's there and leave anonymous notes under his table. i even keep scraps of his face which i cut from the school magazine in my purse. sigh.. i loved my life then, so boy-crazy!
i still fondly remember the first words he uttered when he first noticed me, "piss off". sigh.. so dreamy.. after that, when he can no longer escape my stalking eye, he asked emma, "sape budak rambut perang tu?" then he smiled at me [of course i was only 15 feet away from wherever he was]. i smiled back and continued to smile for a month! [btw, my smile was berkilat and magnetic cuz i had braces then. wasnt i hot stuff?]
but the day came when he had to go to a boarding school at N9. and i'm the type of girl who unwillingly holds to the words "out of sight, out of mind", so my obsession with Z waned, but i always have a cozy soft spot for Z.
PASTU HE WENT AND GOT MARRIED LAST SATURDAY! oh God!
it's not like im jealous; not in the least. but i juz want to leave this obsession of mine juz the way it is, where no other girl is obsessed with him but me. and now it's totally 360. he officially has a girl who is officially more obsessed with him than "aneez".. this is not a happy ending for akuk..
aniz halimi 26 years blessed subang jaya malaysia ________________
a woman, kinda lost a phenomenal average a solid stick a spoiled daughter a spastic fiancee a silly friend an evil do-gooder a male chauvinist hater an environmentalist a naive fearless driver a religious window shopper a music worshipper an oprah wannabe a confused conversationalist particular about kek batiks a luvly God-made aniz