Thursday, October 27, 2005
i deserve a good spanking!
(can somebody tolong me with this please?)
i havent been taking care of myself lately.
i have a 2-week-old cold. the phlegm gets so thick and green and icky around this time. hard to breathe jugak sometimes.
my upper earlobe piercing is closed. i wanted it to remain until (as i always tell people) "ala, nanti bila mak mertua nak tengok, remove for good la". now it's gone... forever. and im not planning to pierce another one, cukup la three piercings left. but then again... (evil "hehe!")
and i have a possibly permanent ketumbek on my right eye. i got it last thursday, which swelled and dwelled on until today. it never burst or secreted any yellow goo. i went to see the doctor (the monday after that) and he said that since i went to seek medical attention too late, the insides of the ketumbek has become one with the body (he named it "fibriosis".. camtu la bunyi dia) and probably permanent. he said if it doesnt go away by after raye, its here to stay.
im actually okay with it cuz i dont think it's too visible (im not gonna give you pleasure of showing you the picture okay), but other people seem to think that it is. is my appearance more important to other people than myself? buruk sket ape la salahnye
but i do hope that it'll go away, mostly because it attracts light and it shines haha!
Thursday, October 27, 2005