Saturday, June 12, 2004
im sick of pleasing people. im sick of doing things for other people who take me for granted. im sick of prioritizing other people's feelings and pushing mine aside.
may i have my turn now?
but this doesnt mean that all i did for other people was a hoax. ikhlas tau.. tapi malas ah nak pikir pasal orang yang tak pikir pasal aku sket pun. SKEEEETTTT pun tak! bodo!
memang life sume orang macam ni ke? korang sume ada tak kena put urselves belakang sekali? i dont think so, at least not all of u. some people are just plain selfish sampai they think that theyre BORN TO BE ON TOP OF THE LIST. well guess what? - u were also
born stupid.
my mom, my dad, kakak akuk, mollie, iza, naem and dod pernah cakap aku ni baik sangat. sampai orang free-free je pijak. i guess thats juz who i am - lurus sangat.
oprah says "put urself on the list". maybe i'll have a chance to do that in my next life.
so manusia di luar sana, pijak la hanizah halimi ni. stomp, strut, kawad, skip, whatever it is, buat la kuat-kuat. aku dah biasa.
p/s: aku tak complain pasal korang ye (not even u, min). so jangan la terasa k? korang baik-baik ..hehe!
Saturday, June 12, 2004